hie, and firstly i would like to wish some stuffs before i start telling my stories.

Happy Anniversary to Kak Rashiqah and Abang Wan (sister in-law and brother) -211108

Happy Anniversary to Kak Nana And Abang Afzal (sister and brother in-law) - 221108

may you both couples last forever, till eternity. i love you all despite all that we've been through. i really hope things gonna get better for our family. can't wait for all the anak sedara(s) i gonna get okay. ehhehehe.

and lastly, happy seven monthsary babyboy. i love you v much. i really hope you love the gift. anyway, i don't need balasan baby. i don't mind if you didn't give any present. your presence is already a gift to me dinie.

oh well, today's open house was .... i shouldn't elaborate.so during open house, i gave baby the present. hehe. he was surprised. hehe. after open house, had lunch at food culture. i treat baby! then, walked through park and went home. i was pretty dissapointed that baby couldn't spend time with me like planned. but i understand. i was devastated that wild thoughts rush through my mind. well, i shouldn't. i should trust baby. im sorry sayang that there was a moment i was pissed off and perangai to you. but, well, i was really dissapointed. sometimes i just felt monthsary(s) are ruining our relationship. well, that was just now. anyway, i love you. miss me okay ♥

anyway, im sorry airie and nabilah that i didnt follow to dance xplosion. i was really dissapointed with someone that i decided to just headed home. i am really sorry. i hope you guys understand. i did wanted to follow, you know how i excited i was. but things got hold up and so, i went home.  i can't wait for bbq pit. anyway guys, i just came back from singapore expo. with dinie and his mum. AHAHHA YES WTH I KNOW. haha, his mum told me to follow them to expo. it was really random. at first mum didn't let me. but when dinie's mum called, she gave. and i havent finish pack and do layout plan. bagos aku ni. ahahha. so anyway, i gotta go now.

okay, will be away for three days. going to bintan. miss me okay. take care. dinie is mine, don't anyhow want to flirt with him okay!

hello, this will be a quick one.

tonight im gonna be as quick as lightning. i cant do chatting tonight with zullie and baby. alah. i have to pack my bag for bintan, iron clothes for tomorrow, do lyrics for bintan, finish up layout planning, go aunt house to take camera, prepare seven monthsary gift and lastly tight in earlier. i need to be fast so tomorrow i don't have to worry. wah, ass. i hate doing things rushingly. but i have to huh. no choice. oh well.

so today, i woke up late and cabbed to school. we did nothing. haha. so slacked, talk with iliyana. watched the performance and help out sjab. haha. when haka, cannot watch cos got duty. busted kan, sengaja. so then, after the whole thing, baby sent me home. hehe. baby went to pray and i went home to change and bathe and pack a little. then baby fetch me from home and we went to tenderbest to have awexome lunch. haha, we saw razin's gf/bf and bakal bapa mertua. ahhahaha. inside joke. so then, walked through park with baby and sent him home. ahha, take turn. baby mati2 want me to hantar him to gate. eh cantik muka u. :P

so then, bused home, pack a little, and took out everything. not satisfied lah. hahaha. and i bringing three bags. haha. satu beg baju, another one buffel bag and another shoe bag. hahaha. i wonder how i gonna look on sunday. oh oh, guess what. have to be in school on SUNDAY at 6AM! hahahaha. and i must be there earlier. i have to ensure the rest also there on time. best eh. ni lah nasib group leader. hmmm.

tomorrow twenty one.! other than open house is a special date for me and baby kankan. hehe. already bought him awexome gifts hehehe. mummy yang pilihkan tau. (and that's why i pokai okay :(  hehe) and i really hope baby can spend time with me after open house. hahaha. probably go watch dance xplosion then go out with baby. ahh, sayang dinie v much hor.

okay, gotta run. toodles/

other than this two, i miss nany, airie, zulie and yana the most. really, i do. not forgetting the rest like sheril, mas, adilah, zaiba, chia, amalina and ayu. but life couldnt be awexome without dinie. baby has been there and making an effort to at least meet me everyday. unusual him, but i really love it. and i love him, duh. his my entire world now, that just simple means i love him v much.

so today i went out from home at 10 to meet derick, clement and charlton. wee siong didnt join us. i was second to arrive. first was derick. an hour later, charlton came. and two hours later, clement came. so we talk, discussed then baby came. so ate with baby. hehe. ate mcspicy meal again. wahh, i finished up okay. then, trained to pasir ris to accompany baby cut hair. his uncle's shop, so cheaper. haha. so then, wanted to collect daniel's ez link but the officer said want photocopy of birth cert. so we searched for printing shop. have, but photocopier spoil. anyway, Dinie! Nak hamster tu please! ehhehehe. so then, trained back to tampines. hahaha. since they were not there, walked with baby through central park. talked stuffs. im amazed. oh well. saw razin. then, accompanied baby to fetch danie. then, went back to mccafe to meet the rest, again. settle things and went home. mummy cook asam pedas ikan pari (Y) fuhhh, v pedas and awexome!

i really luv dinie v much. bby. i really gonna prove to you that i've changed. no, im not nadiah yang curang towards my bf anymore. im not the tamak person like you thought i am anymore. i know you doubt and worried that i am, but i really gonna proove to you that i left that bad habit of me behind. i have you, what else can i ask for? you're already the most awexome boyfriend i ever had. trust me. you learnt to love me and understand me in a short period. you know me like you've known me forever. you learn my flaws and accept me for who i am. i am v bless and grateful to have you dinie ashraf. please, trust me on this.

anyway, 21 is coming soon. can't wait, k baby ^^

love.

i miss 2008 suddenly. this was kinda random but i was bored and so i read raihanah's old archieve (chey, i lied. i only look at the photos) and was missing the memories we had. aww rena baby, i miss you lah. hahaha, i know we were so kentalxz but i still miss the moments yaknow. hahah, ingat camhore day? chalet? wild wild wet. awww, memories. hehehehe.

i had a bad fever in the morning. so i didnt attend full dress rehearsal. aww, sorry awexome bitch. i miss you lah okay. hehe. so, i slept till 11 and woke up and washed and went to school. hahaha. gave passport to ms arnita. was feeling a little better and baby accompanied me to have lunch. thanks baby. mummy didnt cook so i had to have lunch outside. hehe. treat baby! hehe, finally i get to treat him. haha. so then, walked through central park with baby while talking and stuffs. and and, we kept on fighting at the road. mcm budak2 lah you. so took 34 and then took 65. reached home, took a nap and then woke up and bathe. tadaa, at laptop right now.

so baby just woke up from his nap. lama si bangau ni tido. ahhahaha. i havent start packing for bintan and i havent get ready for tomorrow's meeting. i miss airie and nabilah and nany! i miss going out with airie lahhh. school has been taking away my life. that's why i miss 2008. it's an awexome year because i was free. damn, can't wait till all this end. oh wait, i gotta start revising next month. ass.

so anyway, i gotta say something straight here. firstly, juniors. they're pain in the ass. i am not referring to one, but mostly all. you gotta know that korang budak baru eh kat sini. otak maseh mentah. baru nak masok sec 2, jangan nak act besar mana lah. please. we sec 3s give face, pijak2 pula. again i say, im not referring to one, but most that i know. yang satu, perangai. cakap i steal lah, cakap me bitch. BEH TAK MENGAKU. pffft. then lagi satu, mana nye bagus. nak stereotype semua. please lah korang.

im so disgusted. bye bye.

DINIE ASHRAF IS MINE! :P

hello, i love dinie.

today was an awexome day. i thought it wont be awexome since im meeting dinie's mum. but yay, it's awexome! really, awexome gila. haha. baby, thanks for the day okay. love you <3

woke up at 9 upon faizal's voice. haha, i mean it. the radio was tune to 987 fm and i woke up to faizal's voice. hahaha. so anyway, i made waffle in the morning for myself. haha, mummy taught me how to make waffles the day before. so then, i took a nap again. woke up at 1230, washed, changed and went out. so i took a shorter route to go to dinie's house. took 8 and then 69. it took me only 15minute. hahaha. so baby fetched me from bustop. sumpah my heart kept on beating hard. so scared sia if anything happen. the next minute i know, his mum already invited me in. haha. his mum was great. she was v friendly and seriously awexome. his mummy talked with me. haha. we talked about dinie, dinie and many more. lol. his mummy showed dinie's baby photo album. cute gila! hahaha. his face like his 5th adik. cute nak mampos. kecik2 cute, dah besar macam nak tonyoh tonyoh. heheh, joking sayang.

four hours later, minta diri and went home. it was raining and his mummy told dinie to send me to bustop. eh thank eh, call me bangau, -.- so then, meet mummy and have dinner. haha. mummy kept laughing to my stories. thanks eh mak. hahah. anyway, i love dinie v much. i sayang you only okay!

tomorrow school. full dress rehearsal. then, cabot and hav lunch with my awexome babes. isteri hafiz, isteri nazhan dengan isteri pertama chris pine (im the second wife, ahhaha) at popeyes! i wanna have lunch date with baby sooon. baby, ask me out quick. hahaha, seven monthsary nak dekat ni. haha. speaking of monthsary, should start on his gift soon <3

bintan trip in five days time.